Whining mostly, but one happy announcement
I'm really overwhelmed at the moment. I'd like to write something of high quality and interesting now and even earlier, but that's not possible at the moment. This is probably going to be more of a whining post.
I'm not saying my weekends are bad, but they're always too short and not always that relaxing. The economics topic in the retraining programme is over, but I haven't got the hang of it yet, we haven't covered everything that might be covered in the upcoming exam and there are always new things coming up. Not to mention the topics that we covered a long time ago and need to be refreshed.
We now have a different lecturer and are first dealing with hardware and then network technology. I'm interested in hardware, but it's already becoming clear that I'll have to learn a lot myself. I don't think the lessons are very effective at the moment.
This week I feel like withdrawing on my own, but I can't do that. And instead we were given a group assignment yesterday that we had to present today. A presentation was pretty much the opposite of what I need right now. Luckily it's over now. And luckily we've been given time to study on our own today - to prepare for the exam. But I still can't keep up. I hope that I'll soon feel more prepared. I'm really worried about the maths tasks and I want to balance them out with other subjects - in other words, collect points with other things. But there are so many topics and we don't know in advance which of them will actually appear in the exam and which won't. I'm very tired in the evening and want to relax, I hardly have time for anything during the day.
Today I started making flashcards again, which is the best thing I can think of as a solution to my problem right now...
But the good news at the end: I've got myself an internship at my desired company and my lovely neighbour will be there too!
Music: -
Mood: mentally exhausted