Sad Saturday
Today didn’t feel like a free day and that’s kind of sad. I really needed to sleep well and to sleep in, so to begin with, that didn’t really happen. But it became late, breakfast was late. And then there still was laundry and groceries to be done. In-between that I had to work on my CV and cover letter for the application for an internship in the near future. All this combined took almost until dinner.
Overall I felt rather depressed today. Tomorrow we will attempt to take a photo of me for my applications because the one that was taken at the company wasn’t satisfactory. I am not looking forward to that either, even though I am thankful for my wife’s help in this and I trust that she can take a good photo which captures me better. I kind of think I should have gone to just get my hair cut TODAY. Then, maybe I would feel a little more confident right now. Especially knowing, that we’re gonna take a photo. The thing is, that there isn’t so much time left for this stuff anymore. I wanted to let my hair grow a little more before I cut it, to have the length that I need for what I am aiming for. Which is why I was - am - torn about getting it cut already or not and ended up not getting it done.
I didn’t get to play with my Journal like I wanted to either. Too bad… the good side was that I tried out some neon sign like gif creation for an hour or so before watching Netflix with my wife. Both was fun.
I hope I get to cycle tomorrow. I don’t draw and almost don’t cycle anymore. It’s so saddening. Until last year I was going on pretty cool exploration rides that took me several hours sometimes. I miss that…
Music: -
Mood: depressed